Sara,
I thought I had slowed things down, not necessarily putting the breaks on things, but now I'm not so sure. Then again, I'm not on the most perfect diet, just GF/DF/SF and trying to stay on a budget (ha!). During my sunny weekend in Key West, I developed new patches of cutaneous mucinosis, one affecting my whole left forearm. My facial "sunburn" seems to be confined only to the malar rash regions of my face, which I find suspicious. Clearly, I am dealing with some level of photosensitivity, a phenomenon I don't know enough about yet. I mean, sun and Vit D should be good things, so why does my body react badly? I'm beginning to wonder whether my gluten intolerance was caused by my MC via leaky gut, and therefore is not the cause. I believe chronic inflammation is the cause, and I think there is an environmental cause of the inflammation. It may be food, but I'm thinking chemicals, not food proteins. Probably estrogen mimicking chemicals and other endocrine inhibitors. I'm beginning to study adrenal fatigue -- I have nearly all the symptoms of low cortisol. I'm making a doctors appt now too, but not with a GI. I see the MC as a side effect of whatever's really going on. I am most concerned by the alarming numbers of women all around me coming down with related autoimmune conditions. My 4 best friends all have autoimmune diseases, most worse than mine!! I feel like I'm investigating a cancer cluster! Something very terrible is happening to women in their 30's-50's, and I'm dying to understand what it is! I know estrogen is pro inflammatory, and we probably have low androgen levels to counter all the artificial estrogens we are exposed to. It can't all be gluten, something else is fueling this epidemic. The wheat we eat now has been around for a while. I think it is certainly fuel for the fire, but it's not the trigger. I can't decide on either of my 2 hypotheses: 1. We've been exposed to a new chemical in our food or our environment, something introduced in the last 15 years, perhaps related to GMO farming methods? or 2. We are reacting to a lifetime of build-up of toxic chemicals, effects of antibiotic use, etc, and it took 30 years of life or longer for the damage to accrue.
Then again, I think whatever is causing this epidemic in women is also responsible for the growing immune issues among kids, but is it something moms are passing on from their toxic body burden, or is it something new in our environment?
I'm so confused. These questions plague me daily. I'm quickly thinking I need to devote my career to research and activism on these issues.
But please know I don't feel sick. I feel pretty good, minus the infrequent D. But I'm learning about how many autoimmune diseases can be clinically asymptomatic until they are shutting down a vital organ, so I feel I need to be more vigilant.
How's that for a cheerful outlook?
