My dear Lilia,
That just made me so sad today when I read that you were abused by your ex boyfriend. My husband's sister was physically abused by her (now ex) boyfriend. She wouldn't tell anybody for the longest time because she felt ashamed and she was afraid we would love her less because of it, which couldn't be further from the truth. I don't think there is any reason to feel ashamed. The only person that should feel ashamed is the abuser! Definitely not the abused victim. I am sending you lots of love and hugs and healing thoughts!
Please keep us posted on the MRI.
mcnomore,
I still don't know whether sweet potatoes are good for me or not. I definitely know they help me go to the bathroom if C hits. I am currently trying to figure out what the cause of the constant inflating and deflating of my intestines is. As I mentioned before, I can not just feel it in the front, but also on both sides of the spine in my lower back, and sometimes the inside of the spine (like an alien kicking in there). I am wondering if it is maybe the cashew butter or the peeled apple that I both have had for a few weeks now. I just started leaving those away again. Other than that I just eat fish or meat (mostly lamb) with regular potatoes/rice/sweet potatoes and sometimes overcooked cauliflower/broccoli. It is a very simple diet, one would think it's not that hard to figure out what is causing the issue?! But it isn't easy either

When I had the ultrasound last week because of the gallbladder polyps the radiologist wrote that he could not see the pancreas area because of all the overlying air in the intestines....He did see the polyps in the gallbladder, though, and now my gastroenterologist wants me to see a surgeon for a consult.
Greengoddess
It's comforting to now that other people have those pains, not that I would want to wish them on anybody. I still do not understand how the pain can travel in the body, pop up here for a little bit, only to disappear and pop up in another spot.
My PCP had sent me for a urology consult because of blood in my urine and atypical cells in the urine cytology. I saw the urologist last week. He said that microscopic blood in the urine does not worry him, neither do atypical cells. He said there are 4 categories of cells in the urine cytology: normal, atypical, suspected to be cancerous, and cancerous. He only worries about the latter two categories. I had also told him about the pain in my right groin area. He decided to do a cystoscopy right then and there in the office (which was not half as bad as I had feared, and it was normal), and he also sent me for a CT scan with oral contrast to look at the intestines and IV contrast to look at the kidneys. Both were normal (thank God!), so he said I did not have to come back. What he did say, though, was that there are a lot of nerve and pain connections in the abdominal area, between bladder and intestines, and he said the pain could very well be caused by the colitis. He said that those nerve and pain connections were not really understood yet at all by doctors.
Love, Patricia