Its been awhile. I've been doing experiments with my brain lately. I've been focusing on good feeling thoughts and things I'd rather do than going to the loo. Its worked better than I imagined. I don't exactly ignore it, but accept it and move on to watching funny cat videos instead of trying to "fix" everything. Resistance is, in fact, futile. So I've been bopping along...halfway off of my anti anxiety med
Then I get an old hip injury flare. I'm rubbing it one night and notice a swollen groin lymph node ( about a month ago). I know they can swell for various reasons. I just wondered how long I should "watch" this thing. It hasn't changed any. It is not painful and is movable. I have no other symptoms besides fatigue that comes and goes. I had a breast lump removed in April that turned out to be nothing. It was so small by the time the surgery came around it was barely palpable. I'm really done with Drs at this point and am not looking for another visit of " its all in my head". I'm torn because I'm so satisfied in my happy place that I'm not at all interested in looking for something else only to be poked and prodded. Yet we musn't ignore certain things. I'm very intrigued by Polly's cholestyramine post since I too have "Puff" poops no matter what. Hope everyone is doing well and having a rockin' summer....which has flown this year!

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