How scary that your job might be cut back. I can imagine how unsettling that must be. It angers me when art/music are cut - not only are they important for the soul, there is evidence (at least with music, I know) that exposure increases mathematical ability. It's so shortsighted.
Are there some fine arts advocacy groups that can get more involved? How about the universities that offer M.F.A. degrees? Are there other part-time opportunities available in the public/private schools?
As others have said, even though the handwriting appears to be on the wall, try not to worry too much. And be sure to eat and sleep well right now - not to mention exercise. Can you get some extra skiing in? - just for YOU, not with students!
I know that, whatever happens, you will land on your feet. Even though we have never met, I just KNOW that about you. Remember, the Chinese symbol for "change" incorporates two concepts - "danger", but also "opportunity". Whenever negative thoughts threaten to overwhelm you, just consciously push them out of your mind. (I always envision myself in a circle, sweeping away any negative thoughts with a broom). LOL!
Hang in there, dear - better days are ahead. Life is such a roller-coaster at times. Sigh.
Here are a few things to cheer you up:
Love
Polly

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