NOW I REALLY GIVE UP--KAIT

[barbaranoela]

Lynn called from hospital-----sounding like --I cant even decribe it-

Kait *was* to have an ICP inserted--to measure *pressure*---stay the weekend and--whatever else could be done I cant even imagine---
YES, I do---get rid of dr.H---

Get this----Harter called Lynn last night to tell her that the hospital DOEST have any XTRA ICP's (can U believe this) but bring her in anyway and we will check her over---

So what is it 1or2 ICP's to a hospital----gimme a reasonable break!!

And what did he do!!!! HE operate----cut into the shunt to see what's **WHAT***?????? and once again worse head pain!!!

And then he tells LYNN---*well--this is it,this is her life*!!! WHAT---all this years of operating and this is it!!!!!!
For jesus sake---she is 18 and has missed so much of growing with her friends----

My anger with this dr. is beyond words~~~

He screwed up my grandaughter and *this is it*????DUH!!!!
Well lets go and party!!! this f-- being called a neuro~~~

He is a NOTHING!!!!!!
and last words from Lynn----Kait would be better off dead--- and then the f--en *X* blames EVERYTHING on LYNN---Like he HELPED to make things easier on LYNN~~~~~
He is another ass-hole like Harter---

Kait has worse pain than she had waaaaaay back!!!
We had such great feelings after this plate went in---and things were going *ok*----and then the seizing began??? wonder why after this--

----as Lou says---there are worse off than Kait---well At this point I dont care about anyoner else----
after all she has been thru Kait deserves some intervention from that *HIGHER BEING* and have a life to enjoy-----TESTING!!! is he still TESTING??? Well my family has been tested enuf and we ASK---How many more Test are ya gunna put us thru Dear Jesus????

Lynn called me from her cell phone---which always dies out----so I cant add anything more to this-----
To me, this is ENUF.~~~~~

Faith---hope---belief---GONE
Barbara


And once again,when I get angry---I get very angry and say it like it comes outta my mouth

[Alice]

Oh Bubbs,

This is awful - so sorry to hear this. You must feel so helpless. There's nothing worse than watching a beloved child suffer.

My prayers go out for you and Kait.

Love,
Alice

[annie oakley]

Barbara.....I am so sorry to hear this...... I know this hug doesn't help. But I will pray for Kait, alot! Barbara I'm gonna pray for you too. It's so hard for a Gramdmother to see her Grandchild go thru this. Why did HArtar operate before they had a an Icp? I don't know exactly what that is other than it is suppose to help Kait. I don't know what else to say to you except that I love you and If I were there I would be right there fighting the with you. Love Oma

[JJ]

Oh no Barb..makes me sad and mad all at the same time....

Hugs....JJ

[Liz]

Don't know what to say to you Barb. If you could only just vent your frustration & helpless anger on him. Maybe that would help. You all have suffered enough. I know how I would feel if it was one of mine. Probably would be homicidal by now. You wonder why these thing can't happen to the rotten people in the world instead of the innocent like Kait. Doesn't seem to be any justice at all. And being so far away doesn't help either. If you could be there to comfort her would help you all I suspect.

All my love & hopes are with you

Love

Twinnie

[starfire]

Barb, I'm for you and Lou, Kait and Lynn - all of you. I don't know why Kait has to go through this. I wish I could say something to make it all make sense, but I can't.

Is there ANY possibility that Lynn would get Harter OFF the case and have Kait start seeing someone else? I don't believe I could have turned my dauther over to him so many times.

I'm sorry, Barbara.

Much Love, Shirley