Even after 3 years since diagnosis, I find I am so confined to home, so afraid of those unexpected accidents. If I can't make it from my own kitchen or front porch to the bathroom, leaving my house is frightening. Immodium and pepto caplets are my best friends. Oral magnesium makes me sick, as do all oral vitamins/minerals. Spray on magnesium makes me itch tremendously. I feel so very frustrated with this ongoing battle.
I know by looking backwards that at least I am not having 20 to 25 episodes of diarrhea a day as I once did but just because I have been silent on this forum for a while does not mean I have solved anything. I am frustrated, depressed, and truly long to eat something that tastes good. Gluten free bread and toast are sometimes the only thing I can eat in a single day, just to provide solid food and bulk. Peanut butter remains my "go-to" staple. But OMG, I am so sick of it. I can't eat any fruits and can eat very very very very few vegetables and can eat them very seldom.
My blood is tested monthly when I have gammaglobulin infusion for my low immune system and it is easy to see that I am missing some things from my diet. But I don't know how to fix that. I've tried to ramp up the proteins to take the place of everything else that is missing. I just get sicker although I at least feel full. Most days I am hungry all the time. I've tried eating more meals per day to take away that hunger. Since being diagnosed 3 years ago, I've lost 70 lbs. Not trying to lose weight although weight loss is a good thing. Just too sick to eat many days.
Any suggestions????

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