GOOD MORNING ALL and Maggs

[barbaranoela]

Maggs---dont let my words fool U----They might sound like I am positive/upbeat but Im not---

I am scared----I am all anxities rolled into ONE BIG BALL---
I dont know which is up/down
I am beginning my little skips and hops to the potty
I feel like barfing
I am all alone~~~~
I all day

Friends--that I thought were----I suddenly realized that it was what they NEEDED~~~
Louie---I have a leak in my faucet---and Louie this and Louie that---of course he luved helping people----but NOW that I need someone to give me reassurance---looking around---where have they all gone

Perhaps I did Xpect a life as a bowl of cherries--without the PITS---but hell--am sure learning that the pits are there--and what can one do??

So Maggs, words can portray a different feeling---

Louie is the one U should hear---called me at 7am and is as chipper as can be!!!

Today they are doing a kidney scan---so I dont know what time I can pick him up and then he adds--*barbara, when I get home we have alotta talking to do*????

And I know what he means----ya know life after death---taking care of oneself!!!! I hate to go in that *direction*

Luve
Barbara

[MaggieRedwings]

Hi Barbara,

Today is definitely not a good one and I really don't want to go into it since you already have enough to deal with. I just wish I was close by and not have to work and then we could commiserate together. Life right now sucks for you - plain and simple. For me right now, I just want to throw my hands up and give up.

I feel that you are such a true friend and I cannot be there when needed. Ergo, LIFE SUCKS!!

Love, Maggie

[starfire]

I'm thinking of you both and praying for you both, Barbara. Wish I could do more..........



Shirley

[Liz]

You are right Twinnie. It is when you need someone to turn to that you find out who your true friends are. Well you know what you & lou will say next time the tap leaks, don't you. But of course that does not help you now, does it. Wish I could be with you to lend my shoulder. That b****y pond is just too big.

Love

Liz

[annie oakley]

Hi Barbara.....Sometimes it is hard to tell who your friends are...I realized when I had My surgery, just who was my friend. Besides Mike, all the people on this board. In fact Everyone here listened to me and supported me through some very hard times. No one else did.
I also wish I could be closer to you Barb and lend that shoulder and ear for you to use.
I know I have said it before, but My prayers are with you Barb, hopefully you can find some relief. Love Oma