A week of depression....Grrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!

jodibelle352 · Post by **jodibelle352** » Thu Mar 26, 2009 9:09 am

With everything going on with our oldest daughter; Renee which I've mentioned on a previous post I guess I should have known that eventually the Depression would hit.

It hit me Monday full force and it was like "here I am"! I have a habit of holding everything in and at some point it is going to surface and in this case it was like a volcano erruption. My poor David sure had his hands full with this menapausal beauty. I kid you not I was hell bent to confront Renee's uncle and aunt for putting her through this horrible rejection by them. Then the anniversary date of my Father's birthday came and he's been gone 32 yrs. OMG! I lost it!

I have been nothing more than I pile of mush all week long. Today I'm doing much much better and at least the feeling of helplessness has gone and I'm at least able to see FINALLY because my eyes have been swollen shut for 3 days from so much crying. It sure sucks when your age shows and all the menapause symptoms come at full tilt.

That's why I haven't answered many post because I couldn't help myself let alone anyone else.

Love and God Bless:
Jodi

Post by **tex** » Thu Mar 26, 2009 9:14 am

Jodi,

I'm glad you're feeling so much better.

Love,
Tex

jodibelle352 · Post by **jodibelle352** » Thu Mar 26, 2009 9:19 am

Thank You Tex and I love and care about you and everyone here also. I was just having one of those weeks. At least I'm learning to deal with these bandits when they hit. I'm very blessed to have the husband I have because he surely had his hands full with me and it was pleasant.

Love:
Jodi

Rose · Post by **Rose** » Thu Mar 26, 2009 10:26 am

Jodi,

Take care and glad to hear that you are in better spirits.

Rose

starfire · Post by **starfire** » Thu Mar 26, 2009 10:53 am

Jodi, I'm really glad you are feeling better.

Love, Shirley

Carol Arnett · Post by **Carol Arnett** » Thu Mar 26, 2009 11:47 pm

Hi Jodi,

I, too, am glad you are feeling better. At least you know what the problem is when depression hits. I have been in your shoes a few times without actually realizing what was wrong. That`s plain scary.

I sincerely hope that you continue to feel better and better. Love, Carol

MaggieRedwings · Post by **MaggieRedwings** » Fri Mar 27, 2009 5:24 am

Morning Jodi,

So glad to hear that you have been able to beat that bout. It can come on so suddenly but to be able to get over it is a real triumph. Most of us have had to deal with it one time or many times.

Hope today is a great one.

Love, Maggie

angy · Post by **angy** » Sat Mar 28, 2009 7:27 pm

Jodi glad you have climbed and conquered that hurdle once again!! hope you continue to feel better...

ps... did you get my pm...my pc has been down for a couple of weeks.... :bigbighug:

xx