Not to beat a dead horse as they say, but I did have to write one more thing...........Back when I first got sick they had me go to THEIR doctors as well as mine, then when I qualified for the gov't disability I sent in my papers to them, but the gov't department also sent away to all the various doctors that the insurance company sent me to, too. Well, here we have the right to request all the information that the gov't has regarding our file, so I filled out some more papers and sent them off and waited. This is one way for a person to actually find out what your insurance company has also. Well, you better believe I read them over with a fine tooth comb. One of the doctors that THEY sent me to was a phych doctor, and we talked for about 3 hours or so. And after reading what he wrote about me, well I should have been locked up, instead of going home to my children. It was actually funny, because part of my problem was extreme fatigue, and then falling into a sleep/wake type of dreaming, I still do it, and I actually had several witnesses to the fact also. Which of course since I was only seeing that doctor for those 3 hours, he did not do. When I get overtired, sometimes I just cannot wake up, but I will talk to whoever is asking me questions, the only confusing part of it, is for the person awake, because I talk to them from my dream state. THere is actually a name for this type of dreaming too, but I can't remember it right now. The other thing is that I remember talking to the person when I actually do wake up enough to talk. All I know is that I have no control over it when it happens, and I can sleep for several days, feeling my way to go to the washroom, but still not really awake. It is almost like sleep walking, but I remember doing it. Anyway, I talked to him about how I get that way, and with no meds in my body either, and it was something that had never happened to me prior to having Fibro and CFS.
I thought I would get his opinion, and at the time he agreed with me that it was like being in a dream state, or something like sleep walking, only I remembered do ing it.( I remember the name now, there is a clinic for it in the states connected to a university or something, its the Lucidity Clinic)
Well after we had this nice chit chatting session he wrote up 4-5 page report, maybe longer, the most amazing is the description he told them about, he said that I had bouts of serious phycosis (Sp), and that I seen things, and talked to them. He totally changed it around to something that in no way described what was happening to me. Even the people who witnessed me in that state, had a good chuckle, at my expence though.
Then again, perhaps that was the real reason why I was accepted in less then two months to recieve the disability. My family doctor at the time, said she had never had any patient ever get an answer that quick. Mind you, there were allot of other medical reports and stuff in there besides that report, but it just goes to proove that part about them onlly telling you certain things.
Or maybe he thought I might right there break out in a phychotic state and chat him up. LOL
And I had left his office thinking that he was such a nice man too!
Ta Ta
Gentle hugs
Wendy