Hope I'm not too much of a downer, but I'm really bumming today. I just need to vent I guess....
I'm still on the Entecort 9 mg a day, and gluten free. Feeling good for the most part, I would say I am feeling 75% better than I was when I was diagnosed in April with MC.
Anyway, I'm training for my first 1/2 Marathon in Oct of this year, and I'm REALLY struggling with the dreaded "d" during my runs. I've ramped up my training considerably with mileage, and suddenly it seems I can't even run a measely three miles without the D kicking in. Last night was horrible....I was out 30 minutes and had to make a beeline for home to take care of business (just barely made it). I did get back out there to finish up my run, but I was just totally drained...I had forgotten about how a dose of sudden D can really wipe a person out. Plus it's really crummy to have to run the same loop in my neighborhood "just in case" I need to use the bathroom.
I'm worried to death about running 13.1 miles, and having no where to go but in the woods with other runners around.....I shudder at this thought to be totally honest. I can't even begin to imagine how awful that will be.......I'm a very modest person.
I'm thinking maybe I am eating too much fiber? We have a lot of tomatoes, cucumbers, squash in our garden, and I have been enjoying them in cautious moderation. I've tried to be so careful not to eat TOO much veggies, but maybe even a little bit is too much at this point.
Would it be beneficial to try to simply eat more lean protein until my training and this race is over? I can't imagine eating JUST protein, but at this point I'm willing to try anything. Running this race means the world to me.
I have started taking one Lomotil before my long endurance runs on Saturdays, and they do seem to help with the urgency, but it doesn't make it totally disappear....just makes it a little more manageable. However, I really don't want to have to take this before EVERY single run, but maybe it's something I need to consider.
Again, I guess I just needed to vent a bit. I did PM moremuscle last night as I know she is an athlete and run several marathons, so I am hoping she checks her messages as well......if anyone else has ANY ideas I would sincerely appreciate it!
Thanks guys and gals!
Jill

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